That would be an existential matter

Seems like everyone is doing a 2007 review so I wanted to get on the blog bandwagon. It’s also a convenient filler as I can’t think of anything else to write. So here’s my two cents. It’s been a funny year but isn’t it always? I’d say this year was about growing. Or realising the need to grow. So let’s see… Moved houses. Moved relationships. Changed mobile phone. Got the band back together. Discovered The Game. Discovered positive thinking. Discovered the bigger picture. Discovered philosophy. Discovered I’ve got a long way to go. Had some epiphanies. Had some homeopathy. Had some appreciation. Had some doubts. Had some faith. Gave up drinking. Gave up doubting. Gave up giving up doubting.

I’ve come full circle. I’m still as disillusioned with the society around me as I was last January. I’m still angry at everything when I shouldn’t be, I’m still blaming people and making excuses for my own inability to control my beliefs. I’m still confused with what I want to do with my life. But at least I know what I don’t want. And as for the rest of it… I’m doing it awareness. I understand that this is living and I’m trying to go with that flow you bastards. It’s like what Bruce Lee said:

“Before I learned the art, a punch was just a punch, and a kick, just a kick. After I learned the art, a punch was no longer a punch, a kick, no longer a kick. Now that I understand the art, a punch is just a punch and a kick is just a kick.”

So there you have it. It’s not a list, it’s more a ramble but I think it reflects what I think I’ve gone through this year. Health lows. Mental highs. Getting a sneak peak at what I’m actually able to do if I have some faith. And anyway, 2007’s over yet Sunny Jim. lolz!!111

Christmas. Just a bit shit really.